Observation 1.1

Pemerhatian untuk hari ini:
Semakin umur kita meningkat tinggi, ianya tidak semestinya datang dengan pakej kematangan itu sekali. Usia anda mungkin muda, tapi anda mungkin lebih matang daripada orang yang lebih tua dari anda.

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She is not who she was

She wanders alone in the darkness
Whispering everything about her to herself
So that she can still remember who she was
For she yearns for this journey to end
But little did she know that
In order for her to be able to complete it
She need to let go of the past
And try to get to know
The person she is today
For what matters most in this journey
Is discovering who she really is today
Not who she was
For her future lies in who she has become today
Slowly and slowly she realizes it
And when she does
She embrace the new her
And complete this journey of hers
With a smile on her face

-The Traveller, 11 March 2012-

Moody me

I cannot stand people who talks a lot, I mean too much. What's more annoying is that talking a lot at the wrong time. Maybe I just don't have the talent and ability to mingle with people or maybe I'm having my pms right now. Huh. Who knows!

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Mengejar pelangi

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Lagu-lagu itu

Antara lagu-lagu yg dekat di hati, bersama seribu satu memori yg sentiasa di hati:

1. Sunnah Orang Berjuang.

• sing-a-long song yang wajib ada sambil memandu "Humairah" di bumi Brisbane. 

 

2. Sebuah Pertemuan.

•  Lin & Achik will come into my mind whenever I hear this song.

3. Kembara Hidup

• Lirik yg dalam.

4. Mahar Cinta

• oh, another sing-a-long song. yg pasti suka sgt lagu ni waktu mula2 kat brissy & Qilah will come into my mind whenever I hear this song.

5. Hijrah Menuju Allah

• one word: Winter.

6. Ukhuwah Sejati

• Salah satu lagu yg menjulang nama Brisbane menjadi juara nasyid. hehe.

7. Bersatu

• lagu yg kitorg nyanyi waktu menang. (^_^)

8. oh, at the time I'm typing, I can't remember the title. But I can remember the lyric! hopeless me!

• teringat Brisbond!

Jangan dengar saja, lirik pon kena hayati! -Self-reminder-

Talk to me?

I don't like to communicate with people verbally. Simple English means that I don't like to talk much. I prefer to be listening to others than to do the talking itself. The last time I open my mouth to strike a decent conversation, I'm mistakenly misunderstood. Not that I blame other people for not being able to understand me, it's just me and my different attitude and style of communicating. I think there are a lot of reason why people don't understand me when I do the talking. Among the two major reasons are:

1. I like to jump into different topic without even hinting to the other person that I had actually move on to another topic, often leaving people to be dumbfounded or misunderstood.

Example:

A   : [she was talking about work]

Me: Jauh lagi perjalanan A kan?

A   : *silence*

She thought that I was referring to her journey in her career whereas I was referring to her journey to the carpark i.e. the distant to the carpark from where we stood. sigh.

She must have thought bad about me, simply saying that she wil have a longggg way to go regarding her career. I honestly was saying that she will have to walk further to arrive at the carpark. *Awkward*

2. I don't end my sentences like any other normal human being. I like to leave my sentences hanging as though as the other person would understand what I was trying to say.

Example:

Me: Betul tu. Kita buat yg tu macam....

B   : hmm?

I can't help it. Although sometimes I tried very hard to finish my sentences, the outcome will still be the same. sigh.

Those two are the top reasons why I prefer to shut my mouth, to avoid any misunderstanding that may result from my lack of communication skills. But, now, I need to work hard to improve my communication skill as this is one of the skill needed in my work. sigh. It is never too late to learn, I guess.

Having said all that, it is not that I don't talk at all, but I will talk with those who I felt comfortable with. Those who are very close to me, I sure do talk a lot! Trust me.

P/S: try talking with me, if you can understand me, bravo & kudos to you.

Contemplating

Is this the road for me to continue walking or is there another road waiting for me to explore?
My dear, time is running out on me.
Will I be able to stay put or there is a new direction waiting to be unfold?
The clock is ticking but I am still here.
What should I do?
I, myself, do not know.
Let fate take its course.
And I, I will decide when the time comes.