special shout out

I'm not good in expressing my feelings through my actions. So, it's better for me to write this up in my blog. Here goes nothing:


To my dear housemate, you know who you are (I doubt that she read my blog, hoho),

I'll remember:
the time we went for house-hunting with the traditional map in our hands,
the uncountable time that we get lost in this wild city,
all those talks (inspirational, motivational, gossips) that we had,
our own investigation on things that only both of us knew,
the time when we had to get water from the "pili bomba" (don't follow this..hohoho),
the time when we panic on momentarily blackout,
our shopping time, be it window shopping or the real one,
the time when we tried to decipher what our landlord was saying,
everything as long as I can (provided my brain capacity can hold these..hohoho).

There are too many things to say but what I wanted to say is that I am thankful for having you as my housemate. Thanks for being a great housemate & a great buddy to me. All the good times & bad times that we shared together these 1 year will be remembered & cherished. I am truly sorry if my words, actions etc hurt you in any ways.


Once again, thanks for putting up with me and my weirdness for these 1 year. 

Mode: tetiba mode sedih la pulak, almaklumlah nak pindah..hahaha.

Tibalah masanya

Kita tiba di hujung pertemuan,

Musim-musim yang berlalu,

Hanya tinggal kenangan,

Tersemat di dalam mindaku.

Sedar tak sedar, hujung bulan 4 ni, genap 1 tahun sudah tinggal dekat SS ni. Juga tiba masanya utk ucapkan selamat tinggal kpd SS. Makanya, bermulalah sessi packing yg sgt memenatkan. Al maklumlah baru balik dr outstation, next week nak kluaq balik. Jadi, masa singkat yg ada perlu digunakan sebaik mungkin kerna hujung minggu depan ada kelas la pulak.


Perasaan? Mixed feelings bak kata org putih. But, I felt more relieved & happy to go back to my bro's house. Walaupun jauh, aku x kisah. Biarlah org kata apa pun, it's my prerogative. I don't care what people says because what matter most is that it is my own decision & you just can't shut people's mouth all the time. At the end, it's our own family who will stick by you no matter what.


Having said that, it's not that I don't have any sad feeling to leave this rented home of mine. I do felt that because at here, I learn a lot and I experienced a lot.


All the good and bad times here will be remembered.

Friends

While I was browsing qisas (dot) com on words of wisdom, I came across one saying, which is:

If you wish to mention the faults of your friends, mention your own faults first.

Man, it goes straight to my heart! Hit it hard on my face. Makanya, setiap apa yg terjadi, haruslah bermuhasabah diri dahulu. Janganlah nampak salah orang sahaja, salah sendiri kena lah tengok dulu. Tak kira apa pon, perkara pertama yg perlu tengok adalah perbuatan sendiri dulu (walaupun kita x salah, cess masih tinggi ego di hati!)...

May I be one of those who look at themselves first before pointing fingers to others, iA.

Besties

Orang selalu kata sahabat sejati adalah sahabat yang sentiasa bersama kita tak kira ketika kita senang atau susah. Banyak kriteria dlm menentukan dia sahabat kita yg sejati ataupun tidak dan semua orang ada pendapat masing-masing tentang kriteria mana dlm menjadikan kayu ukur bahawa dia adalah sahabat sejati. Bagi diri ini, ada 2 benda paling penting yg perlu ada utk menjadikan anda sahabat sejati saya & bagi diri ini utk menjadi sahabat sejati seseorang.


Jujur:

Amatlah perlu sahabat jujur antara satu sama lain. Perlulah jujur sama ada benda itu baik ataupun buruk. Once you felt cheated, it's difficult for you to give your utmost trust to your friend.


Bertimbang rasa:
Sentiasa bertimbang rasa antara satu sama lain, tak kiralah dr segi bukan kewangan atau pun kewangan sangatlah diperlukan. Perlu sekiranya anda fikir tentang kawan anda sekali sekala, jangan asyik fikirkan diri sendiri sahaja. Ya, memang tak dinafikan yg kita perlu fikir diri sendiri dulu. Akan tetapi, kalau asyik pentingkan diri sehingga sahabat anda merana, tak patut kot. Janganlah asyik menjadi "free rider" (economic term la pulak). It's about give and take. You need to give as well.

I'm tired of giving "free rides." So let me take a different path & road.